Beautiful, Beautiful Boy...

I haven't been able to write for quite some time. Life has been rather sucky.

Yeah, I know... I'm not supposed to say that... but it's true.

Things have not been very pretty. My heart is broken. I struggle with the issues. Bless his Heart... my worries are only the half of his own. Makes me remember... and wonder... that I used to play and sing that old song, when I was younger than he is now, and when I had not even begun to think of my beautiful boy.